Can you relate? Maybe you’re tired too? Maybe for you fatigue has become a constant companion. My tiredness is a weariness not just of body, but more often of mind and of spirit. It is a tiredness that leads me into discouragement and then into despair. And despair leads me into hopelessness. Hopelessness leads me to give up. Sound familiar?

Nothing new under the sun. Our human struggle continues unchanged at its core from the beginning of time. Must be why over two thousand years ago the apostle Paul wrote these words to the churches in Galatia –

“Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.” (Galatians 6:9-10)

“not become weary”? Seems impossible as I, and many I know, are already plenty weary. Paul’s admonition is a bit belated if you ask me. But it does come with an instruction. The instruction? Don’t give up! Keep on going! More specifically, I am to keep on doing good. The promise? I will reap a harvest! Something good will result if I don’t give up hope, if I don’t stop doing what I’m called to do.

BUT – I’m tired. So was Diana Nyad. So was Florence Chadwick. They were tired. Utterly exhausted actually. Let me tell you their stories. Diana Nyad is a swimmer who swam from Cuba to Florida successfully in 2013. However, that was her fifth attempt. Her previous four attempts failed. With each swim she faced many obstacles – the danger of sharks, the stings of jellyfish, ocean currents, adverse weather conditions, physical exhaustion, mental fatigue – the list is long. Nevertheless, Diana persevered. She did not give up and in the end she did reap her harvest. She accomplished her lifelong goal of swimming from Cuba to Florida at the age of sixty-four.

Florence Chadwick was also a swimmer. On July 4th, 1952 she set out to swim the twenty-six miles from Catalina Island to California’s coastline. Fifteen hours into her swim, a heavy fog set in. Florence couldn’t see the land ahead of her. As the fog grew ever more dense, Florence despaired, feeling success was too far away from where she was currently. Florence lost hope and asked to be pulled into the boat.

Although she didn’t know it at the time she made her decision because of the fog, Florence was only a half mile from shore! She had swum twenty-five and a half miles! Due to the fog, she had no idea how close she actually was to land. She was so close to completing her task and reaching her goal when she gave up. If only she had known! If she had known how close she really was, she would have persevered despite her tiredness and she would have received her reward. But she lost sight of her destination and consequently, she lost hope.

That’s me. Is that you, too, dear readers? Tired. Discouraged. Losing hope. BUT – God’s word tells me and you not to give up. The thing is – I don’t know how close to or how far I currently am from land. I don’t know when my breakthrough or my harvest is coming. I don’t know how close or how far I am from seeing long prayed prayers answered. Life is too often filled with fog, obscuring my vision of the future. I am swimming upstream in dangerous waters, waters filled with sharks and jellyfish and swift currents that constantly try to take me off course. That’s life. It’s exhausting. No wonder I’m tired.

BUT – God tells me, don’t give up. Trust Him. Keep going. Keep going and I will “reap a harvest” if I don’t give up. He also says, “at the proper time” I will reap that harvest. Only my Heavenly Father knows when that “proper time” is. Like the swimmers, I can’t see the land. I just have to trust that it is there and keep on going, not knowing how much longer I will need to persevere on this path to which God has called me. Only God knows the end from the beginning. I will trust Him even when I am tired – especially when I am tired. I have this encouragement –

“standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will Himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.” (1 Peter 5:9-10)

” . . . now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith – of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire – may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.” (1 Peter 1:6-7)

It will all be worth it if you and I don’t give up, dear readers. God will make you and me “strong, firm and steadfast.” Today I may be exhausted, weary with the weight of the world on my shoulders BUT – Jesus said –

“Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

This is good news! Great news! My Heavenly Father wants to give me rest. And not just physical or mental rest, BUT – rest for my tired soul. The best kind of rest. Isaiah wrote these words regarding what God does for those of us who find ourselves tired –

“The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; (ok, I feel a little better about my tiredness) but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” (Isaiah 40:28-31)

Reading those words, I’m feeling less tired and ready for a little soaring above the fog – care to join me?

sincerely, Grace Day

P. S. fun fact – the rest of the story – swimmer Florence Chadwick did try her swim again two months later in September and did succeed in completing it despite the same conditions of dense fog. The difference? This time she didn’t give up. She set a new record, besting the men’s time by two hours. She later did this swim two more times. Thank You God, for not giving up on us and for giving us multiple second chances!