Although the better question might be “Who fuels the fast?” not what. Either way, this organized period of prayer and fasting that my church has been observing is drawing to a close officially tomorrow. Tomorrow is day twenty -one. Then what? Do I and others who have been doing this return to gluttony? (assuming gluttony is the opposite of fasting) Is fasting considered only a temporary fix? And just what is it that is supposed to be “getting fixed” by the fast in the first place?
I think the idea of the fast in general was that it would make room for something much better in each of our lives, if we accepted the challenge of fasting from something. The choices are many although the most common choice seems to be fasting from food or from certain types of food, such as sweets. Many I know were fasting from particular foods or from favorite soft drinks or from sugar or from caffeine. Jesus set the standard pretty high when He went into the desert for forty days and forty nights and fasted.
BUT – Jesus didn’t just not eat. He did something. He prayed. It wasn’t about what He wasn’t doing so much as it was about what He was doing. Praying! That’s what sustained Jesus during His time in the desert – prayer. That’s what fueled His fast – prayer. We read in Matthew 4:4 –
“Jesus answered, ‘It is written: Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ” (Matthew 4:4)
Jesus was spending His fasting time with God, being sustained by God’s living word. Maybe that’s why my church’s guide is titled “Prayer and Fasting”? Prayer is time I spend with God. Prayer is what fuels my fast. God is Who fuels my fast. God’s Living Word is the food that gives me life. Moses reminded the Israelites of this when he told them –
“Take to heart all the words I have solemnly declared to you this day, so that you may command your children to obey carefully all the words of this law. They are not just idle words for you – they are your life. By them you will live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to possess.” (Deuteronomy 32:46-47)
Jesus said something to His disciples that shows me another way I can both fuel and fill my fast. Jesus’s disciples were concerned about Him not eating, and this is the conversation that ensued –
“Meanwhile His disciples urged Him, ‘Rabbi, eat something.’ . . . ‘My food,’ said Jesus, ‘is to do the will of Him who sent Me and to finish His work.’ ” (John 4:31 & 34)
So following Jesus’s example, I want my food also to be doing God’s will – going where God leads me, doing whatever He asks me to do, serving those He asks me to serve – this is how I fill the spaces fasting leaves empty. Make no mistake. Something has to go. That’s a part of fasting – letting something go in order to make room for something better, something more necessary, something essential. This will be costly. But it should be costly. King David said this when Araunah offered to give David for free all that King David needed to make an offering to God –
“But the king replied to Araunah, ‘No, I insist on paying you for it. I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.’ ” (2 Samuel 24:24)
Fasting is costly. Whether that cost is in calories or in time – fasting comes with a cost. Whether I’m giving up a food group or an activity from my daily schedule – if it is costly, it will leave a space. Reminds me of the words to the Christmas carol – “let every heart prepare Him room.” Preparing room or making room means letting go of some things, perhaps many things, in order to make room for something or for someone truly essential to enter in and to fill that newly vacated space in my life. That’s fasting’s purpose – to help me make room for God. When I invite Him in, I want to have a place in my heart and in my life already prepared to receive Him.
“Lift up your heads, O you gates; be lifted up, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O you gates; lift them up, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. Who is He, this King of glory? The Lord Almighty – He is the King of glory.” (Psalm 24:7-10)
My Heavenly Father wants to come into this mess I call my life and stay with me through it all. Why would I not invite Him in? He is ready and willing to fill my empty life with the fullness of His abiding Presence.
“Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with Me.” (Revelation 3:20)
“Jesus replied, ‘If anyone loves Me, he will obey My teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.’ ” (John 14:23)
lift up the gates! throw open the doors! let the King of glory make His home with you and with me!
sincerely, Grace Day