The old adage is – “looking for a needle in a haystack.” But what if there are multiple haystacks? That was my situation. I was looking for the proverbial needle in a haystack. Except in my case, there are many haystacks, too many haystacks to count, actually. I didn’t even know which haystack I should be searching through in order to find this very specific needle – a needle that I desperately needed to locate in a timely manner. Translation – I needed to find the title to my car and I have very important papers stacked and stowed away in many different places throughout my home. This search loomed before me, monumental if not downright futile. I had filed this title years ago. I had not planned on needing it anytime soon. But life always has other plans, and life was demanding this document.
And so I began my diligent search. Now I don’t remember what I did yesterday, completely. (days do have a habit of running together) So, how was I supposed to recall where I put this very important paper for safe keeping so many years ago? (yes, my car is old, but not ancient and no, I don’t have a safe, so any haystack of papers could be the haystack which contains this desired document – the title to my car)
As I flitted from haystack to haystack, my sense of futility increased. I should have been more methodical in my search but the clock was ticking. I would burrow in a little ways, give up and move on to another haystack. Rhetorical question – do all straws look alike? Do all pieces of paper containing various info have a certain similarity that makes sorting through them ridiculously time consuming? In the midst of this extensive search, I did discover some long-forgotten papers and mostly outdated documents that are no longer relevant. Maybe I can eliminate some hay and by extension some haystacks that are no longer needed. But would this bring me any closer to finding my needle?
As I reflected on my futile search for the ever elusive needle, I couldn’t help but think that my current predicament was sending me a message. Could this be a metaphor for life, a message that I would be wise to heed? Is my life so full of haystacks (which are quite perishable, by the way) – that the truly important, imperishable things in my life are now buried beneath mounds of hay and therefore impossible for me to access easily or even at all? Maybe I am more like Martha than Mary? And I know what advice Jesus gave to Martha –
” ‘Martha, Martha,’ the Lord answered, ‘you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.’ ” (Luke 10:41-42)
Martha was maintaining many haystacks. Mary had found the needle and she was not going to let go of it, lest the needle be lost in all the hay that inevitably fills our lives. The needle is like the pearl of great price. It is the imperishable, hidden among the perishable under all the straws of the haystack. When the haystack catches fire, the needle is revealed.
“The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever.” (Isaiah 40:8)
I can too easily let God’s living word get lost amid all the words that the world is constantly speaking to me and to anyone who will listen. Apparently there are about 2.2 million new book titles published every year. (I googled that) And one estimate is that there are over 158 million book titles in the world. That’s a lot of reading. More than I can hope to read in my lifetime. Haystacks full of books. My bookshelves are overflowing with books. But which book is the needle that I am searching for because it is the “must read” out of all the books or straws in all the haystacks?
That book is God’s living word, the Bible. How do I know? Well, consider what is said about this particular book.
“Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will never pass away.” (Matthew 24:35)
God’s word is going to endure. It will outlast all the other books full of the words of men.
“Your word, O Lord, is eternal; it stands firm in the heavens. Your faithfulness continues through all generations; You established the earth, and it endures.” (Psalm 119:89-90)
And God’s word has other essential benefits. Consider what Jesus said –
“Jesus answered, ‘It is written: Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ” (Matthew 4:4)
God’s word nourishes and sustains me. King David had this to say about God’s word –
“How sweet are Your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth! I gain understanding from Your precepts; therefore I hate every wrong path.” (Psalm 119:103-104)
Moses instructed the Israelites concerning the words of God –
“Take to heart all the words I have solemnly declared to you this day, so that you may command your children to obey carefully all the words of this law. They are not just idle words for you – they are your life. By them you will live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to possess.” (Deuteronomy 32:46-47)
God’s words are life to me. The Bible is the book I never want to lose, I don’t want it to end up buried under a haystack of other books. The Bible is the needle or more accurately the compass that directs me in God’s ways. In Timothy I read –
“All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.” (2 Timothy 3:16-17)
and in Psalms King David says –
“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path. . . . The unfolding of Your words gives light; it gives understanding to the simple.” (Psalm 119:105 & 130)
When you finally find the needle, you don’t put it back in the haystack where it is again lost. You hold onto it! I don’t want to become so distracted by or enamored with all the words in other books, that over time I accumulate so many other words, that God’s word is lost and forgotten, buried somewhere deep in a haystack. The psalmist has a better idea of where I can keep God’s word –
“I have hidden Your word in my heart that I might not sin against You” (Psalm 119:11)
my heart, much better and much more accessible than being buried in a haystack beneath the weight of the words of mere mortals, words that are too often lies – words that do not lead to life
But I know whose words are true, whose words do lead to life –
“Simon Peter answered him, ‘Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.’ ” (John 6:68)
“Sanctify them by the truth; Your word is truth.” (John 17:17)
sincerely, Grace Day