Moses didn’t want to do it – travel alone, that is – and neither do I. Navigating the perils and the pitfalls of life here on earth, living life as one cast out of Eden’s perfect garden, is not something I feel equipped to do on my own. I need help. And fortunately for me, my Creator offers me the help I so desperately need, freely and abundantly, new every day.
“I lift up my eyes to the hills – where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.” (Psalm 121:1-2)
Speaking as one who is directionally challenged, I admit my constant need for direction both literally and figuratively every day. Just last week I found myself lost when the road ahead was closed and I was forced to choose an alternate route that was new to me. And it hasn’t been that long ago that I took a wrong exit and was hopelessly lost, finally realizing I was heading in the opposite direction of my intended destination! A display on my car’s dashboard told me which direction I was heading (N/S/E/W) providing me with confirmation that I was way off target, but not telling me how to find my way to where I needed to be. Full disclosure – I don’t have GPS in my car or on my phone because my phone is a flip phone.
This seems to happen to me in life also. I find myself wandering around, without direction, and therefore going nowhere. This wandering life leads me to wonder where I should be headed (pun intended) as I search for my purpose in this life. My Heavenly Father has something to say about my dilemma. He says to me –
“Trust in Me with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Me, and I will direct your paths. (or make your paths straight) (Proverbs 3:5-6)
If I ask my Heavenly Father, He not only gives me directions, but He also goes with me. In fact, I experience what King David talked about in Psalm 139 when he said of God –
“You hem me in – behind and before; You have laid Your hand upon me.” (Psalm 139:5)
This was true for the Israelites when they were in the desert searching for the Promised Land – God was with them and God was leading them.
“By day the Lord went ahead of them in a pillar of cloud to guide them on their way and by night in a pillar of fire to give them light, so that they could travel by day or night. Neither the pillar of cloud by day nor the pillar of fire by night left its place in front of the people.” (Exodus 13:21-22)
However, there came a time in their desert wanderings when due to their sin and rebellion against God, God told Moses He was no longer going to go with them. The Israelites would still be given their Promised Land, God would send an angel before them to drive out their enemies – but God Himself would not go with them. You might think that inheriting the land “flowing with milk and honey” and having their enemies driven out ahead of them, would have satisfied Moses, but it didn’t. Moses didn’t want the reward if it came without God’s presence. His response makes that clear –
“Then Moses said to Him, ‘If Your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that You are pleased with me and with Your people unless You go with us? What else will distinguish me and Your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?’ ” (Exodus 33:15-16)
I feel like Moses did all those centuries ago – I don’t want to travel solo – I desire that God’s Presence go with me or I don’t want to go at all! No matter how desirable the destination, if God is not there, that is not where I want to be either. Moses didn’t even want the long anticipated Promised Land if God’s Presence wasn’t going to be there with Him and with the people. He made that very clear when he pleaded with God to continue to go with them in their journey through the desert.
I agree with Moses. What, except for my Heavenly Father’s Presence, distinguishes me and you and everyone else who invites His Presence into their lives, from “all the other people on the face of the earth?” It is God’s abiding Presence that makes all the difference. The Israelite’s identity was as God’s chosen people – it was His Presence that set them apart. Without God’s Presence, they were no different than the pagan peoples surrounding them, whether they inhabited the Promised Land or not. My identity is in God’s Presence with me, not in His gifts. God’s abiding Presence is what assures me that I am seen, known and loved by my Creator.
“I am the good shepherd; I know My own and My own know Me -” (John 10:14)
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” (Jeremiah 1:5)
Moses had to plead with God not to send the Israelites on without His Presence. But not too many years later, we find Moses reassuring Joshua of God’s continuing Presence with His people. Moses told Joshua this –
” ‘Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.’ Then Moses summoned Joshua and said to him in the presence of all Israel, ‘Be strong and courageous, for you must go with this people into the land that the Lord swore to their forefathers to give them, . . . The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.’ ” (Deuteronomy 31:6-8)
Those words are still true today for us as God’s children – I don’t have to travel solo, you don’t have to travel solo, dear readers, through the desert that is this world. We have God’s eternal promise that He will “never leave us nor forsake us.” So you and I don’t have to be afraid nor discouraged, despite the often overwhelming circumstances that surround us on a daily basis because – “The One that is in us is greater than the One that is in the world.” It is our Heavenly Father’s abiding Presence that guides us, keeps us, protects us and provides for us each day.
I never have to travel solo, even though I am alone. I am so thankful for His promise to be always with me, and His promise to direct my paths, especially since I am directionally challenged and so easily lose my way. But even when I feel lost, I am reassured that I am not traveling solo, God is with me, it is –
“in Him I live and move and have my being.” (Acts 17:28)
Jesus bids me “take up my cross and follow Him” – when I am following Jesus, I am never traveling solo!
sincerely, Grace Day