set free

The walls are high, the dungeon deep, the bars unbreakable, the gate impenetrable, the darkness constant – who can rescue me from such a place? Who is able to set me free? King David answered the question with these words –

“I waited patiently for the Lord; He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God.” (Psalm 40:1-3)

Isaiah too, testified that it is God who sets those of us held captive free.

“to open eyes that are blind, to free captives from prison and to release from the dungeon those who sit in darkness.” (Isaiah 42:7)

the prophet Isaiah also said –

“The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners,” (Isaiah 61:1)

Ever feel like something or someone is holding you hostage? Do you feel like a prisoner in your own home, in your own skin, in your job or in your relationships? There are so many things that can hold us in bondage. Of course there is literal, physical incarceration. But there are other kinds of captivity that are just as real, things that hold us in bondage as surely as any prison does. Alcohol and drug addictions keep their victims captive indefinitely, sometimes it’s a life sentence. Fear, worry and anxiety are relentless captors, holding a very tight grip on their prisoners. And lies – lies enslave us so easily – keeping us bound for as long as we believe them. Must be why Jesus said –

“Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:32)

Sin is another relentless captor. I am a prisoner of my own sin. We all are. I need a Savior to rescue me from myself, from my sin, and to set me free. I need a Savior who is willing and able to forgive my sin. Sin separates me from my Creator and puts me in a place that is dark without His light. Sin’s hold is strong, like iron chains. Sin keeps me captive, isolated. Sin’s hold on me is like being held prisoner behind gates of bronze and bars of iron. BUT – God’s forgiveness is stronger than all sin. Must be why Isaiah said this –

“Some sat in darkness and the deepest gloom, prisoners suffering in iron chains, . . . Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and He saved them from their distress. He brought them out of darkness and the deepest gloom and broke away their chains. Let them give thanks to the Lord for His unfailing love and His wonderful deeds for men, for He breaks down gates of bronze and cuts through bars of iron.” (Isaiah 107:10-16)

God’s unfailing love for each of us, those He created in His image, is so powerful that He breaks down gates of bronze and cuts through bars of iron. God’s love sets me free. God’s forgiveness sets me free from my sin. God’s truth sets me free from the devil’s lies. Jesus’s death on the cross sets each one of us free from sin and death. In Galatians, Paul reminds us –

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.” (Galatians 5:1)

I have been set free from the captivity of constant worry. Jesus was clear about this when He told His disciples –

“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. . . . Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? . . . But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” (Matthew 6:25-34)

I have been set free from fear and from having to live in fear. I have His word on that!

“For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.” (2 Timothy 1:7)

“There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. We love because He first loved us.” (1 John 4:18-19)

I have been set free from all anxiety which if allowed free reign, would paralyze me, making me a permanent prisoner. BUT – I can follow these instructions, which lead to peace and freedom –

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7)

How wonderful! I have been set free. I say this with the psalmist –

“Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob, whose hope is in the Lord his God, the Maker of heaven and earth, the sea, and everything in them – the Lord, who remains faithful forever. He upholds the cause of the oppressed and gives food to the hungry. The Lord sets prisoners free,” (Psalm 146:5-7)

thank You, Heavenly Father, for setting me free!

sincerely, Grace Day

don’t leave home without it

Now what would “it” be? According to one ad from years ago “it” was a credit card. You and I, as the prospective consumers, were advised not to leave home without this particular credit card. Why? Because it’s a dangerous, unpredictable world out there. We can’t possibly anticipate what circumstances and events we will encounter when we leave home and walk out into the world, BUT – apparently, possessing this credit card will provide us with protection, provision and peace of mind. I guess the underlying premise being that money can buy you and me those three essential p’s – protection, provision and peace of mind. If only!

So what do I need to take with me every day, if not a trusted credit card? I usually dress for both the current weather and the weather forecast for the day, meaning even if it’s not currently raining or snowing, if that’s the prediction for later in the day, I take my umbrella or snow boots, gloves etc. and scraper for the car in anticipation of what I might encounter later and of what I might need in order to deal with whatever unexpected challenges might arise. Still, it’s impossible for me to be fully prepared to face every contingency, every day.

While most of us aren’t military, we may feel like we are walking into a war zone every day as we enter our workplaces or just the places we go in general as shoppers, patients, clients, spectators, classmates, fans, friends – anyplace can be a potential battlefield. No wonder we’re tired, maybe not so much physically as emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I find myself wondering, “is it just me? am I imagining this or is it real?” Ephesians 6 gives me a clear answer to my questions –

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” (Ephesians 6:12)

Ok, so there is a battle going on. It’s not my imagination after all. But it’s a spiritual battle. So, how do I prepare for this battle? What protection and provision are available to me? I think it’s going to take more than a credit card to equip me to live victoriously while facing and fighting this spiritual battle. It’s not as simple as bringing an umbrella or wearing snow boots and a heavy coat. I need more protection than that. Fortunately, Ephesians 6 outlines in detail exactly what I need to put on and take with me.

“Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, (I think it’s already here) you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.” (Ephesians 6:13-17)

These things then, are the things I shouldn’t leave home without. It is imperative I actively put them on in order to be prepared to face the challenges the day will bring and in order to be protected from things like “the flaming arrows of the evil one.” My instructions not only include what I am to wear, but also what I am to do. The words are clear –

“Finally, be strong in the Lord and in His mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. . . . And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.” (Ephesians 6:10-11, 18)

“Be strong”, “put on the full armor of God”, “stand” and “pray” – this is not a plan for survival. This is a plan for victory! My circumstances may seem overwhelming, but God’s armor provides me the protection and the peace that I need and that He wants me to have. I dare not leave home without it! My Heavenly Father has made all of it available to me, I just have to put it on! When I do, I will be able to “take my stand against the devil’s schemes” because God’s armor contains everything I need, as long as I put on all of it (the full armor) and not just some of it.

God’s truth defeats satan’s lies. God provides His righteousness to cover me. Jesus is the Prince of peace and it is His gospel of peace that fits my feet and enables me to stand. It is His shield of faith that extinguishes all the flaming arrows of doubt before they can even reach their target (me), take root and destroy my faith. My helmet is God’s salvation, sealing me for the day of redemption, assuring that the enemy cannot rob me of the gift God has already given me. And God provides me a weapon, His Sword of the Spirit, which is His living Word. And word has it (pun intended) that this particular Sword is a pretty good weapon. Hebrews says this about it –

“For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of Him to whom we must give account.” (Hebrews 4:12-13)

I think that’s a pretty sharp sword indeed! And it’s a weapon I can wield in this spiritual battle I face every day. I don’t have to be afraid, discouraged, daunted or deterred in any way. I may not have today’s most prestigious or preferred credit card with me when I leave home every day BUT – I have something infinitely better. I have God’s full armor covering me and I have His presence. I have my Heavenly Father’s protection, His provision, His peace and His twenty-four/seven Presence. I have His promise –

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Deuteronomy 31:6)

“The Lord will keep you from all harm – He will watch over your life; the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.” (Psalm 121:7-8)

“And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matthew 28:20)

We think life is full of hardship and heartache today, but there is “nothing new under the sun.” Jesus told His disciples this –

“In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33)

And so He has! But while in this world, I will have trouble. I am so thankful God has given me His full armor, to protect and equip me for the battle that rages all around us. Better than any credit card, the full armor of God allows me to stand firm in any and every circumstance and to always keep on praying.

sincerely, Grace Day

wanderlust

Ever feel like you’re missing out on something big, something important, something that everyone around you seems to know about and participate in except for you? I think this feeling even has a name – FOMO – fear of missing out. Yes, there is an acronym for everything. I wonder if FOMO is common enough these days that it has now risen to the level of a recognized malady, a malady that warrants some form of treatment, whether therapy or medicine.

The reason I bring this up is because I think I may be suffering from a form of FOMO, albeit a very specific subcategory – wanderlust. Wanderlust – “an irresistible urge to explore the world.” If I am honest, I must admit that I have suffered from wanderlust all my life. There is no cure, except perhaps travel. And that is what everyone except me seems to be talking about and doing these days – traveling. I am surrounded by people talking about their upcoming trips and those recounting the adventures from which they have just returned. I love to hear their stories, but this only increases my longing to see the world for myself, to experience its beauty and meet its people.

My being afflicted with wanderlust may explain my uncommon reaction to the classic Christmas movie “It’s a Wonderful Life.” The first time I saw it, I spent the entire time rooting for George Bailey to get out of town and go on his long awaited, long planned, travel the world adventure. But circumstances would intervene and George would always stay to help out his family, his business and his town. I was frustrated. I felt for George. George never got to realize his life-long dream of traveling the world.

Years ago, I affixed a beautiful picture to a wooden plaque with these words on it, “though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it within us, or we will find it not.” (Ralph Waldo Emerson) Emerson considered wanderlust a vice, not a virtue, although he did take into consideration the reason for one’s travel. He approved of travel to improve one’s character but said travel to escape one’s sadness or boredom was pointless, because these things stay with us no matter where we travel.

The apostle Paul was always wanting to travel. He had plans to visit many different places as his letters to various churches reveal. But Paul’s travel plans were often interrupted and put on hold when he was repeatedly thrown into prison for preaching the gospel. Of course, this was also the very reason Paul was wanting to travel. He was wanting to preach the good news of Jesus Christ to the gentiles, to those who had not yet heard because they lived in other lands. Paul didn’t have wanderlust. He had God’s call upon him to go and share the gospel with others.

Jonah was another person who did some traveling. However, unlike Paul, Jonah’s travel wasn’t towards something but was actually travel away from something. That’s right. Jonah was running away from God and from the assignment God had given him to go to the city of Ninevah and deliver a message from God to the people living there. Jonah’s travels took him to sea on a ship that was caught up in a storm and Jonah ended up in the belly of a big fish. I guess Jonah thought he could outrun God. But God’s word says differently. King David wrote these words –

“Where can I go from Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? If I go up to the heavens, You are there; if I make my bed in the depths, You are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.” (Psalm 139:7-10)

Whether my wanderlust is a search for God or an attempt to get away from Him, it is unnecessary and futile. God is omnipresent. I don’t have to travel to find Him and no matter where I travel, there is no where I can go where He is not present. I can enjoy God’s presence wherever I am. I don’t have to travel to some exotic place in order to feel close to Him. He’s already here with me. I don’t have to suffer from FOMO. I am not missing anything. God will use me for His good purposes wherever I am, if I am willing and obedient.

Paul fulfilled God’s good and eternal purposes from a prison cell. Jonah called upon God while inside a fish in the depths of the sea and promised to obey God’s instruction to him, this time. (talk about your second chances) Jesus told Peter to follow Him but told John to remain. I know many who are missionaries overseas, but we each are called to minister right where we are. It took an encounter with an angel to show George Bailey all the good that had happened because he had stayed and done what was needed to help his family and his friends.

You and I may not get the movie encounter with an angel, we just have to trust in faith that God is working out His perfect will in each of our lives. Paul wrote this in his letter to the church at Rome –

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

“In all things”. Ok. I guess that means “in all places, at all times” also? In spite of my wanderlust, I can know that what I long for, I already possess. I don’t need to go in search of an elusive “it.” My Heavenly Father’s glorious, sustaining Presence is the same everywhere and it is more than enough!

“Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is full of His glory.” (Isaiah 6:3)

I don’t have to travel far, I don’t have to travel at all in order to experience the wonder of God’s creation or of His presence. The wonder of the universe that is mine today far outweighs the wanderlust of the world. One lasts while the other fades. The former is eternal, the latter temporal.

sincerely, Grace Day

the woman in the wheelchair

She is always there on Sunday mornings, the woman in the wheelchair. I don’t remember when I first noticed her, but eventually I took note if she wasn’t there in her usual spot behind the last pew in the sanctuary. To me, she was somewhat of a mysterious figure, bundled up and hunched over in her wheelchair, her gray head bowed a bit and a mask (maybe a vestige of the recent covid era) covering most of her face. She didn’t appear to be with anyone or to have any family with her. I found myself wondering who was she? Had she always been in a wheelchair? How had she ended up here?

We each have a story and I was curious to learn hers – the unique story belonging to her alone, the life story of the woman I knew only as the woman in the wheelchair. In time, I introduced myself and learned her name. That changed things. She is no longer just the woman in the wheelchair, she has a name and a face. She is Ginger. (I wonder if her hair was red when she was young? I haven’t asked her that yet)

We now greet each other every Sunday, but my curiosity has remained about the long life she has obviously already lived and about the events that have transpired to bring her here to this church at this time in her life. Everyone has a story that runs much deeper than meets the eye and I wanted to know hers. Bits and pieces of her story have been revealed over time and like any good story, hers contains both triumph and tragedy, hardship and heartbreak, success and failure, doubt and faith.

Not so different from my story nor yours, dear reader, I suspect – Ginger’s is a story of endurance. She is still showing up on Sunday mornings to worship God, despite her past hardships, despite her present situation and the obstacle her wheelchair presents in this very old, unmodernized, church building. She continues to show up in faith and hold onto hope. (while some of us let less than perfect weather or any small thing dissuade us from going to church on a Sunday morning) Just her presence in church, the presence of the woman in the wheelchair, is inspiration and conviction enough for me and perhaps for others, too. God continues to use us in each and every season of our lives.

I use the word endurance because my friend’s life has not been easy. (notice I now call her my friend, instead of the woman in the wheelchair) She’s been married and divorced, employed and unemployed, lived in affluence and been homeless. She did share with me some stories from her panhandling days. Begging on the streets is not only difficult but downright dangerous, especially for a woman. God has brought her through those years to the relative safety of where she is today. This is a testament to God’s faithfulness to her and to each of us, reminding me of these words –

“if we are faithless, He will remain faithful, for He cannot disown Himself.” (2 Timothy 2:13)

“Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; He is the faithful God, keeping His covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love Him and keep His commands.” (Deuteronomy 7:9)

Perhaps my friend has learned the secret that Paul learned and shared in his letter to the church at Philippi –

” . . . I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:11-13)

Ginger continues to need the strength God gives, as life continues to be full of challenges to overcome. But of course, that is true for me and for you as well. Life is challenging, wheelchair or no wheelchair. Although alone in the world by all appearances, she now has a church family to love her. It brings me joy to see some of the grade school age children come up to her and give her big hugs after church. In her wheelchair, she is just the right height to receive their embraces and converse with them face to face. Reminds me of these words from Psalms –

“God sets the lonely in families,” (Psalm 68:6)

as I write this, I am thinking that to God, Ginger has never been, nor is she now, simply the woman in the wheelchair. She is so much more. She is His dearly loved daughter, and He has never left her nor forsaken her. He knows her by name (as do I now) and He knows every hair on her head. Ginger, like Job, can say with confidence these words –

“But He (God) knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold.” (Job 23:10)

She has certainly endured a lot in her lifetime and continues to do so. BUT – in the end I hope my friend can say these words along with Paul –

“I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day – and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for His appearing.” (2 Timothy 4:7-8)

fun fact – a small, jeweled, crown-shaped hair ornament always adorns my friend’s gray topknot hairstyle and her nickname is “Queenie” – perhaps a foreshadowing of things to come . . .

sincerely, Grace Day